I rush home to steam bird nest for you and me. 

All I get is you, pre occupied and choose to be occupied with dramas and more dramas on channel 5. Joking that bird nest is all for me, you got pissed and walk away. Even after clarification you choose to carry your bowl of tonic and eat it without taking a second look, eyes glued to the TV. 

You never appreciate me. And all this is taken for granted. Just because you paid for the stuffs. But hello, you did not pay for my service. I am no your bloody mother, serving your comfort and needs and no complains and wanting no returns. I am the daughter of my parents whom dotes and care for my also. Not your slave, sex slave or nanny. 

I spent 1 hour knocking out all the ginkgo nuts, de shelling and preparing it to add into the bird nest. To increase the nutritional values with the good herbs, to preserve the taste with double boiled method. 

You simply choose to enjoy my effort with Gotham city drama. 

But life as a couple deteriorates so much. Maybe it is due to different expectations from you being a father. 

But I ask for the bare minimum. Treat me like a human, your next of kin. Not a bought slave because you pay $ to marry me or pay for my daily expenses.

Why is it you spare a thought for friends and relatives and use gentle words but to me and baby you can't wait to abuse us verbally or treat us with hostility. 

I don't feel support from you anymore, maybe because I'm not longer pregnant. 

I'm fighting all alone. 

All alone. 

Really wan to thank u for trying hard to give us a good life. But I really hope the good life is not simply materialistic. I just wan us to be happy together. 

Sorry that I cannot agree with ur mom bringing bb to temple. Not that I'm against u being a good son, but I've my opinions. If u don mind, pls hear me out

1) temple is full of ash in the air, incense smell even in air con. 

2) mom is doing many things on the religious end, the last thing I wan to know is she feed bb ash water again. Well I believe god will still bless us even if we don drink ash water. 

3) temple is an escape route from dad. If bb goes temple half the time, dad won get to spend time with bb, leaving him home alone, dinner alone. 

4) temple has too many distractions. In fact going out if hse so late is not ideal esp near slping time, bb tends not to eat well or slp at usu time. It disrupts his feeding and resting time routine. 

Like u say, I'm the mother, I should b able to decide for my son till he can mk his own decision. But aso we agree many times that we as a couple, parents should speak the same language. Hence if u r not supportive of my thoughts then whatever I tell ur mom now, is simply being unreasonable to u. If u wan to b a good son, I on the other hand wans to b a good wife and a good mother who protects the family as a whole instead of encouraging disparity. 

Leaving us mother and son alone while u have plan for breakfast and then go meet your colleagues while on mc. 

Come I clap for you. So... Hardworking.  

Every time I see the stretch marks on my breast, I mourn for the pair of boobies that I'm proud of. 

There were fond memories of those proud assets. But I have no regrets. For with these stretch marks, I own a mini me . For these stretch marks, I feed and nurtured him. 

These assets will eventually be liabilities in 20 years to come. I'm simply making optimum use now :)